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[Somebody's been drinking and self-loathing in his apartment alone.]

It's kind of ironic, you know? I did the job and that was supposed to be that. No more for ol' Lorne here.

[A pause for another chug, and then a deep sigh.]

But here I am, in my empty apartment, trying to be chipper and cheery! And here all of you are again. I did my job; I killed that poor man for you and then I ran like I ran from Pylea.

[The sound of gulping can be heard now, along with the empty bottle thudding when it hits the floor. A seal can be heard cracking open on a new bottle.]

Happy, City? You brought me here, threw me in a dark dank cell, you forced me to confess my sin to you and now there's no point in hiding it from everyone else! Lindsey was sometimes a jackass but he was a person. And now he's dead because of me.



[Lorne is feeling the effects of the weekend and his own personal guilt over shooting Lindsey for Angel. Also he's not actually drunk but it still helps him pretend.]

Date: 2009-09-17 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brainsnotfists.livejournal.com

...You're a very unlikely assassin.

Date: 2009-09-18 03:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Whoa, look out we got a genius here!

Date: 2009-09-18 03:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brainsnotfists.livejournal.com
And that teeny bit of sympathy I felt? Right out the door. You have a gift.
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Ooh two for one, you're on a roll, princess. I bet next you'll mention my green skin and horns.

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Date: 2009-09-17 09:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atoner.livejournal.com
It seemed like the only solution at the time. To write him out.

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Date: 2009-09-18 03:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Write him out. Snuff him out. Huh, you're right - it's about the same!

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Date: 2009-09-18 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atoner.livejournal.com
You know why I made that decision.

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Date: 2009-09-17 10:50 pm (UTC)
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You know, you don't have to be chipper and cheery if you don't feel like it.

Date: 2009-09-18 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Yeah, working on that right now.

Date: 2009-09-18 03:28 am (UTC)
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Think you'll be able to find a middle ground without making yourself sick?

Date: 2009-09-18 03:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
That's only a problem if this raspberry flavored heaven is enchanted. Which since I can still see straight means it is not.

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Date: 2009-09-18 01:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yesyesofcourse.livejournal.com
Well, I don't know if... if drinking is really the best solution to that problem.

Date: 2009-09-18 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Hey there, crooner! I wish it worked better, actually. Got anything stronger than uhhhh raspberry vodka?

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Date: 2009-09-18 02:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yesyesofcourse.livejournal.com
...I have brandy. And scotch. I've never been much a fan of vodka. And I have a name, you realize-- Rupert Giles.

Why'd you have to kill... that other person?

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Date: 2009-09-18 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Oh, great. You're Giles! My life is just fabulous, isn't it?

To make sure it ended there.

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Date: 2009-09-18 04:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] supercompacted.livejournal.com
Oh, Lorne...

What can I do to help? Is there anything, anything at all? I could come over, we could talk- about this or not, either way. Or we could just sit and watch a movie, or I could read a book or something.

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Date: 2009-09-18 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Fred?

You shouldn't have to associate with me, hon.

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Date: 2009-09-18 04:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] supercompacted.livejournal.com
Oh, stop that. I damn well should associate with you, and I damn well will. You're one of my best friends and there's a reason for that.

Look- I'm not saying not to feel bad about what happened, not to regret it, or anything like that. But I'm not going to hold it against you.

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Date: 2009-09-18 04:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] icamesofar.livejournal.com
Lorne...

What are you drinking?

Date: 2009-09-18 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Vodka! The watermelon kind!

Date: 2009-09-18 04:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] icamesofar.livejournal.com
Oh that's nice. I fancy the strawberry kind.

How much of it have you had?

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Date: 2009-09-18 05:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] downrightlinear.livejournal.com
You know, they say that alcohol is so not the way to deal with personal problems.

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Date: 2009-09-18 05:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deformiwhats.livejournal.com
Oh yeah? Who's 'they' again, cause last time I listened to a they, I committed murder.

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Date: 2009-09-18 05:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] downrightlinear.livejournal.com
You have to know that that kind of a decision wasn't an easy one, and that Angel wouldn't have done it if he didn't have to.

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